On the search to seeking Gods will

Of course, the title takes me back to those two (haha) little red headed girls trying to get their parents back together but in this case Im talking teenager!!! HELP!!! Can I even change the font letters to be bigger and bolder when I scream help? I'll admit, I thought I had it pretty easy having all boys and considered a drama free zone as a reward to my perfectism (yes, Im choking and gagging along with you)....but this hormonal thing that I have heard all my friends talk about and as Im having flashbacks of what was said to me at this age...OMG! I have great kids, dont get me wrong....but they cant know it all! There is an answer for everything, a eye roll for everything, a sarcastic remark and final word for everything, "ughs" for everything asked, tears and mental breakdowns...UMMM, I think my mom packed a broken record in my house because I am flashing back to twenty years ago. I wasnt arguing everything why the heck did they keep annoying me with that, they were ju

I've been let down so many times by people in the ministry, I somehow saw them as the all knowing, answer filled, go to people and have been steered wrong so many times that I closed off to all. What I have realized the last two years is that they are the same as me, they just prioritize differently. One thing I noticed while watching "The Bible" series is that the disciples of Christ were the followers of Christ which is actually the meaning of "Christian". Ok, I knew that...but what I didnt know or ever payed attention to is that they were following a teacher and training to do the same thing. When Christ died on the cross and the disciples saw him again, they didnt just stop there. The series showed them as they split up and went their own ways but what they did was teach the stories of Christ and about the ultimate God. Yes, they were all killed in the end, but they were killed teaching Gods promises and I find that going to foreign places and teaching about