I have been in very focused heavy prayer in the last two weeks. Im not really looking for right and wrong answers, but more for vision. Open my eyes Lord so that I see opportunities to share your word and testimony which is what we are here to do. Its hard to do that when Im so focused on my daily life of "todos". I go and go and go but really reflecting, none of it is for the kingdom. Its all surviving this world and as Im maturing in my relationship with God, I have learned that I am not of this world and dont need to be pleasing to it because in the end that will get me no where. I have words and life that have been spoken over me through different times and events and Im just not sure what they mean. Its ok to not always know, but I love the fact that I am now sensitive to it, meaning that I have matured enough to recognize Gods presence, which is incredible. Ive spent some time learning to know Gods voice and discerning when things are from him or not. Ive learned that
Searching for Gods will, desire and plan for me as Im changing my heart, attitudes, desires and flesh into an intimate relationship with Christ and his will.....but the process from cold to warm to hot has been challenging. Learn from my experiences and know that you are not alone in this adventure we call "life".