They say first impressions are the most important and I never really cared about what people thought of me until this point in my life. I have my goals set on opportunities to grow my passion for real estate, teaching and also missions. I have always worked hard at meeting the requirements it took to get "the prize" but always disappointed when Im not considered for these opportunities. I have always focused so hard on doing what it takes and loving to win the "competitions" and although I never compromised my reputation, character or integrity, I never recognized that my behavior and attitude was working against me. Im not proud of the way I behaved from ages 16-30 and even a few episodes after but it is true when I say I am not the same person as I was. There are many people that see a change in me and to be honest some that don't including my own family which is devastating in itself but I can only be responsible for that by my actions. I hate that when peopl
Searching for Gods will, desire and plan for me as Im changing my heart, attitudes, desires and flesh into an intimate relationship with Christ and his will.....but the process from cold to warm to hot has been challenging. Learn from my experiences and know that you are not alone in this adventure we call "life".