For months I have been lost on my call to missions. I have felt the calling to missions since I was 13 years old. Yes, I have only been pursuing God the last 4 1/2 years; however, I was actually saved at 13 years old but didn't walk the walk.... in fact I ran very fast the opposite direction. I was physically present to everything I could be apart of simply to get out of my house. I remember when missionaries came to speak and with all of my mind and heart consumed, I just heard it all so clearly that it would be me. I spent a good 15 years running away from it, but I slowly jogged back. I have some family members that built and ran an orphanage in Brazil and I just knew that's where Id be. Imagine my surprise when I rededicated my life and the first mission trip offered was Brazil it was just my sign from God (I was serious then, but chuckling now). We so often misinterpret "signs from God" but to stay focused, ok moving on lol. I found out I was pregnant about the t
Searching for Gods will, desire and plan for me as Im changing my heart, attitudes, desires and flesh into an intimate relationship with Christ and his will.....but the process from cold to warm to hot has been challenging. Learn from my experiences and know that you are not alone in this adventure we call "life".