For everyone who has been around in my circle for any length of time, you know the holidays are just not my thing. Im usually off in another part of the country or sometimes even in another country....don't worry, my kids have a great family full of all the classic traditions. My husband has always wanted to host Thanksgiving with everyone home and so this year for whatever reason, I did it. Full of mixed feelings and emotions, Thanksgiving came and went. It was amazing having Thanksgiving with my children, they are so grown up. I am happy that we can enjoy a drama free day and all enjoy each others company and stories. The mess is just a mess and can be cleaned up anytime but the memories will last forever. I miss the peace that comes with new surroundings by traveling, but the emptiness and loneliness I usually feel wasn't a feeling this year. I had the warm fuzzy on a holiday. #winning. Its the time of year of reflection which in the past has turned into regret, depression,
Searching for Gods will, desire and plan for me as Im changing my heart, attitudes, desires and flesh into an intimate relationship with Christ and his will.....but the process from cold to warm to hot has been challenging. Learn from my experiences and know that you are not alone in this adventure we call "life".