My spirit is so torn as the holiday season begins and the heaviness of the school shooting of those innocent babies. Grief stricken and heart broken might be better words. Everywhere I look the Christmas season has just become all about money and gifts, everywhere I go people ask me if Im ready for Christmas and have all my shopping done....NO! Ready for what? If I had Christmas the way I want to have Christmas, I would be making a birthday cake for Jesus, maybe some balloons spending the day talking and celebrating him and who he is, after all it HIS birthday and he came to save us in this EVIL world. This act of violence has just caused so much controversy and it all stems from the blame game. We want to know why and point fingers, someone to blame. The real accountability is with us and the way we are living as a country as a whole and to be honest, we will see more of these tragedies if we dont get serious with GOD, not our laws. This didnt happen because God isnt in our schools...
Searching for Gods will, desire and plan for me as Im changing my heart, attitudes, desires and flesh into an intimate relationship with Christ and his will.....but the process from cold to warm to hot has been challenging. Learn from my experiences and know that you are not alone in this adventure we call "life".