Growing up my parents never told us (my brother and I) any details of where we were going or what we were doing, it was just go with the flow and although I tell my kids that a lot as well, I am seeing a different inside look and it hurts my heart. Many of us have things we grew up saying when I have my kids.... Im going to or not going to do something differently than the way I grew up and sadly this was one of those things (sorry mom and dad....you were right). I was always mature for my age and just wanted to be talked to and included as a person not a child. I can see as my 14 year old craves the same, but there are some things that are just not appropriate or things beyond comprehension, so I now understand. Where I went wrong with my kids is having the best intentions of plans and telling them, then when things changed... I let them down. I have done it for years, but having your own business' isn't always what its cracked up to be. I could schedule off times but almost a
Searching for Gods will, desire and plan for me as Im changing my heart, attitudes, desires and flesh into an intimate relationship with Christ and his will.....but the process from cold to warm to hot has been challenging. Learn from my experiences and know that you are not alone in this adventure we call "life".