As I read other peoples post about what 2012 held for them, I began to reflect back through my year. Am I proud of myself or disappointed in what and who I have become and honestly my heart says both. I have fully embraced and enjoyed my children for the second year in a row and even though I try to live a life without regret, I just kick myself for every time I have taken for granted who I am to those children and why they were placed in my care. I missed so much and perhaps missed more than I will enjoy as we dont know the future. With life and death predominately around me this year, I have come to terms with the fact that we are not promised tomorrow, and even though I already knew that, it just became so crystal clear this year. Financially, I have just floated along and hit a couple unexpected curve balls. I really feel that I did better and was smarter about finances in 2011 and have regressed in 2012, part of that was taking on a family, but still have a lot of "stupid&q
Searching for Gods will, desire and plan for me as Im changing my heart, attitudes, desires and flesh into an intimate relationship with Christ and his will.....but the process from cold to warm to hot has been challenging. Learn from my experiences and know that you are not alone in this adventure we call "life".